hardest thing to learn during recovery is….. some of your misery is your own fault. you have to actively choose to stop wallowing in your own pain & start to recover. that means stop being self deprecating, start taking care of yourself, start eating healthy, start taking your hygiene seriously, even if it’s hard. & it is hard! but you must.
instead of “embracing ugliness” we should start embracing humanity because in truth no one is ugly for having features that arent considered attractive by shitty white cis beauty standards and people should just allow themselves to be human beings and not refer to having natural human traits as ugly even if youre “embracing” it. in this essay i will
im….real? my existence has… impacts? i touch things and they move, i breath in and out and the air buzzes around me? the sun rests on my skin…. grass is crushed under my toes… people see me and have an idea of who i am… my name is on papers….? im sorry this is… this is too much….
Your low self-esteem manifesting as aggression, impoliteness, and even hatred is not other people’s problem. You hating yourself is not my problem and you trying to drag me into the pits with you is not going to be successful.
she’s distant! she’s incoherent! she’s sensitive! she uses escapism as a coping mechanism! she’s me!!!
sick! of not living in a cottage with the love of my life and our several large dogs!
Teach girls it’s okay to not want kids. Or even like them.
That they can be functional people without being a mother.
That deciding into their 30s they want kids isnt bad and they’re not “too old.”
Teach girls that they don’t have to sell their youth to kids.
Because motherhood isn’t for everyone. And we need to stop acting like it is.
If I ever stop talking to you & remove you from my life, I hope you understand how hard it was for me. I have a bad habit of holding onto the little bit of good in ppl, no matter how bad they clearly are for me. So if I don’t fw you anymore, it’s bc you pushed me past my limits
